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Control Cave Session

by Amelia and the Other Stuff

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I cry when I see you, I cry when I don't I cry when you speak and I cry when you won't I cry in all seasons, through all kinds of weather I cry til I'm broke then cry myself together I cry cos you came and I cry cos you'll go I cry out your name though just why I don't know when they find me drowned at the foot of my bed they'll wonder how so many tears could be shed by one girl, over one boy just one girl over one, over one boy I cry myself up and I cry myself down I cry at my house and then all over town I cry myself under and cry myself over I cry when I'm drunk then I cry til I'm sober I cry with my friends but I cry more alone I cry myself out and then cry my way home and if you should wonder where I've left my head follow the river of tears being shed from this one girl, over one boy just one girl over one, over one boy
2.
Gravel 02:38
I treated you like gravel you treated me like glass expect the worst my darling and the worst will come to pass so you gave way beneath me I shattered on sight I thought I saw your car pull up a trick of the light there's so many things I would say if you showed up tonight but you're not the kind to make the exact same mistake twice I'll tell your friends I'm sorry and send love care of them you'll probably laugh and throw it out I'll send it all the same when distance makes us hazy when time does what it can I hope you'll see me smiling with outstretched, open hands I've done foolish things, said stupid words but these I mean: thought you're not the kind to make the exact same mistake twice if you did, I promise I'd be nice if you did - I promise I'd be nice
3.
Friend 03:51
I’ve done some dumb things again I don’t know how to be your friend when everything I do revolves around protecting you from threats perceived and real it’s wrong but it’s how I feel if I could switch it off I would but switching’s just no good I’d flick it back again I don’t want to be your friend I don’t want to be your friend no, I don’t want to be your friend I’ve said things I didn’t mean words like love, just hopeful make-believe I wouldn’t call them lies, I believed them at the time and any price I’d gladly pay to turn the clocks the other way if I could make it stop I would but stopping’s just no good the damage has been done and I don’t want to be in love good thing I never was in love don’t think I've ever been in love and I don’t want to be your friend
4.
I saw a therapist, she said Be your own dad I'm gonna make a kit, how to Be your own dad Go see your own school play Be your own dad Learn to shave Be your own dad I grew up but I never grew out of it Still want a man to tell me he's proud I grew up but I never grew out Gonna tell myself I'm proud of me Be my own dad Learn to drive alone Be your own dad Build your own log home Be your own dad If the teacher calls Be your own dad Write yourself sick notes Be your own dad When your lover quits Just be your own dad Cook yourself some dinner Be your own dad Be your own dad But especially when the shit hits the fan You gotta be your own dad I grew up but I never grew out of it Still want a man to tell me he's proud I grew up but I never grew out Gonna tell myself I'm proud And be my own dad! Change my own light bulbs Learn to fix a flat Polish my shoes and cut myself some slack You know how to tie your laces You are capable, kind and complete So be your own dad
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Wish 02:39
I wish I didn't wish you weren't funny I wish I didn't wish you weren't cute I wish I didn't wish you weren't helpful, but you are so I do Seeing you up close is torture it's bad enough far away, but I would never ask you to leave just like I would never make you stay, cos I have a map in my mind of us and though our paths don't cross for twenty years they're parallel and I wish you well I wish I wasn't such a bridge-burner or a better bridge-builder full stop I wish you weren't quite so forgiving, I always think you're putting me on but you're an awfully good person to see me I can't believe you're stopping to talk and if you choke on my reminders, well feel free to walk, cos I have a plan in my head for us and though it's rough as hell it'll come together in the end I know it will... and if not I still wish you well

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Live on Radio Control's Cave Session, 30th September 2013.

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released October 2, 2013

written and played by me, recorded by Dave and Harry (thanks guuuys!)

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